I don't want this humilation

  3.00 p.m, 12th June 2010
   This is Julia's last time online her Facebook. She has no idea what to post on her latest status. She seems like divided between update or not but she just proceed anyway. She wants everybody know what's on her mind now. After a long thoughts,she put this as her status.

"Will jumping off building. Bye everyone and don't miss me."

After that,she logged out from her Facebook and going out from her house. She only brought her mobile phone and some money. She deliberately did not carry her identity card because she don't want her parents looking for her.

 *Few days ago

    "That Julia pig is lessie,gay people like her should die," Lisa says to her friends as they in the toilet,fixing their make-up and all that. They didn't know that Julia in one of the cubicle. Julia heard their chit-chat and hold her tears so the girls don't know she was there. 

    "If she dies,the Satan will not accept her and says the place is already full," Amy says as she laughed evilly with the girls. Carol,the other girl said in a tone of insult "She is the same as her gay friends too.they should committed a suicide at the waste dumps. Julia's parent is stupid for giving a birth to a fag. If I was her mother,I should throw her away in a bin and let the stray dogs eat her alive," Lisa was shocked by Carol's statement but in her eyes she support what had just Carol said. Then Lisa says "Well,you're right. We should called the fags as alien," now it's Amy turn to wow by Lisa words just now. Amy says "you are genius. the fags is an alien because their only fucking themselves," they laughed so hard when Amy said that.

   Julia's tears slowly dropped. She can't stand the things they talking about her. She just want to get out and hit them one by one but their in groups and Julia only one. 

   They're cruel! Mean bitches! Selfish! Julia cursed them silently. She didn't ask for the insult,she want some respect but everybody in the world is mean. What have she done wrong to them to deserve this slap in the face?

   After the three mean girls is out,Julia slowly open the door and look herself onto the mirror. She remembered how she was beaten because she just sit next to girl,her bag pack being thrown away from the building and the person who do that ask her to jump to get the bag pack. Her food was once spitted by a boy,student in her same school and she totally don't know who he is. This is all because of Olivia,friend of the three mean girls just now who had took her video and Ashley at a party and spread the video to everybody at school,without their knowledge. Ashley had to transferred school after the unfortunate event but Julia stays because her parent can't afford to move her to other school. as a result,she became the brunt of ridicule subject to people at her school including teachers.

   The night before 12th June

    Julia stared at the ceiling in her room. It's been a long time after the video spreaded,Ashley didn't contact her yet. She felt lonely when Ashley's Facebook account has disabled. Adding more salt to her wound. What's the point of living anymore? People will never stop telling her to go die and burn in hell. 

    5.00 p.m,12th June

     Julia sits at the brink of the building. Her mobile phone hasn't stop ringing since her latest and last status in her Facebook. Many text said "please don't do this dumb act". She ignore it. Even if she live,then people will continue mocking her and her sexual orientation. It still the same thing,she thought. She throw her mobile phone from level 5 of the building and it shattered. Then she stand up and she stretch herself. Julia looks like she fearless to die. Then she plunge,while doing this she smiling.

After this,nobody can hurt me anymore.

Julia died immediately on the ground. People was shocked,screaming surprise while some of them calling 911 for help. Maybe if the ambulant come quickly,she still had the chance to survive. But sadly, a teenager who once smart and active in volunteering activity eventually die from sexual beliefs differ from others.